I Rape Zombies

Sucess Is The Best Revenge

(via everything-is-gay)

loveless-bleeding: Day One: I have been self harming for just the past two months. I started because I feel completely alone, like I have nobody there for me or to talk to. my best friend, the person that I have been the very closest to, completely just gave up on me. I started to become depressed and he just left. everything went downhill from there. he still doesn’t want to help me, even though he knows he is the only person that knows I self harm. this makes me feel even worse because he says he tries to help, but that he honestly doesn’t want to. like my life is worthless to him, when he means everything to me. I put his happiness before my own, but he doesn’t do the same like how he used to. I don’t trust anyone else with this secret, so he’s the only one I can really talk to and he doesn’t want to talk to me half the time. I have many other things going on in my life too, too many to write about, it would take all day. but there is just so much emotional and mental pain, I have to let it out somehow. I take it out on my skin, to feel that physical pain is like feeling incontrol for once in this emotional rollercoster called my life.
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